So today I googled "how to think in english" because I've been struggling to comprehend english sentences w/o translating into chinese in mind which i thought it can't be lasting. And I found a site teaching 6 tips and the most impressive one that I can fulfill everyday is to write things down as a diary. This way i can also record anything that needs to be improved or i have to reflect upon again and again to make sure i'm keeping my path steady. After whole week of reading papers and doing stuff in lab( mostly about perovskite which is a material with good electrovoltaic quality and easily to be made). I was quite confused during this week cuz it's the week i started to pay fully attention on my project and dedicate almost 6hr/day on it. But u know it's kinda annoying if u have little experience about a subject and new technique and new terms coming again and again, so i got vulnerably distracted while doing my own project. Things are getting better af...
最近常常在躺在床上時思考人生的問題：我以後該走哪條路、繼續念物理真的是我的興趣所在嗎？現在所學以後真的會用到又抑或只是學校教授為了授課時數學生為了畢業證書所做的暗度金針？若以量子力學的角度來看我大概是處於糾纏態吧。 這也是我最近時常很慢才入睡的主要原因，當我陷入這些問題的泥淖中，越陷越深卻又找不到答案，我就會感到十分煩躁，於是內心就沒有了以往的清閒。 然而這樣的問題本來就不會有答案，我想在往後的日子不斷地充實自己，希望未來的我在回首大學生涯不會後悔自己沒有拚盡全力。 自由不是放縱，這是我在高中時某位地科老師訓斥我們班時說出來的，高中生的我桀驁不馴對這句話很不以為然，直到現在我才體會到，自己的肩上承擔著比想像中重得許多，更應該全力以赴。